The Wednesday Wellness threads are meant to encourage users to ask for and provide advice and motivation to improve their lives. It isn't intended as a 'containment thread' and any content which could go here could instead be posted in its own thread. You could post:
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How to deal with demotivation around feeling too old? That is, the persistent feeling that there's no point in starting anything to try to develop a skill, complete a large project, or make an effort toward a large life-improvement goal, because before I can get anywhere meaningful enough to justify the effort, I'll be dead — there's just not enough time left in my life to get anything of note done, so all that's left is to sit down and pass the time waiting to die.
If you don't already: have kids. It's a new sort journey and one that doesn't end when you die.
Unemployed Alaskan men in their forties are not particularly considered a ‘catch’ on the U.S. dating market.
Luckily Alaska is also amply supplied (although maybe fewer per capita than other areas) with Large Ladies Deserving of Attention!
Alaska has had the most male-skewed sex ratio of any state since before I was born.
Yes -- you need to pick up on the market inefficiencies lying behind this stat.
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It sounded like a substantial part of the problem is finding a woman willing to have children together.
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I'm 56 and just started a month or two ago an exercise regimen that has already shown results. It consists of 3/4 workouts per week, starting with purely bodyweight (ie no equipment needed though a bar to do pullups helps). I am revisiting French and have made progress such that recently I could have a conversation with two separate French people (not talking about Sartre, but still). I suck at piano but am learning some songs that sound halfway decent. My point here is "too old" is a term relative to your state of mind. I will never again outrun my son (but I'm not supposed to at this point) but I can still run, goddamit.
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Meditate on the mundane truthfulness and wisdom of corny motivational poster bromides that you have to get busy living. That's it. There is no esoteric big brained intellectual construct that will snap you out of yourself, you just have to get so fucking bored of being yourself that you do something differently for a change.
The point of starting something else is that the alternative is continuing on the current path which demonstrated by your post clearly isn't satisfying, so even if the something else isn't satisfying either at least it's novel.
You said below you're writing prose and code. I suggest making something physical. I'm loathe to suggest specific projects because you take them too literally to more easily dismiss them but as an example, get a cheap block of modelling clay, cut it up into 5 pieces, then make five heads one at a time and try to make each one better than the last, 20 minutes per head. They'll suck, it doesn't matter. In fact that's the point. I know, you don't have modelling clay or an eye for faces so carve a large root vegetable into five different platonic solids, or whatever. Just do something very cheap and very easy that you can iterate on, see a measure of progress and then throw in the bin without feeling that the waste outweighs the practice. Something that you can take a before and after photo of the evidence of your action. The worthwhile projects you feel you are lacking are built on a foundation of shitty failed prototypes by necessity of not getting it right on the first attempt. Then pick a bigger project and start failing better.
If you need a less specific, more esoteric guide try something like Eno's Oblique Strategies or buy a copy of Wreck This Journal and give yourself a hard time limit of one week to fill it. You already have a limitations mindset so start using it to prompt some urgency and creativity. Feeling old should give you more motivation, not less. If you want to write prose or code give yourself one day to write something wilfully shitty and amateur, at least it will be finished. Writing is a procrastinator's luxury where you can always find another imperfection that can be endlessly re-re-rewritten. You don't have to abandon your big projects but take a break to recalibrate first because currently you're not actually hitting your own targets.
Or get busy dying.
Or there's the third alternative: ending it all.
Maybe, but if you haven't done it by now, what would change to motivate you in that direction?
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There are many alternatives.
You are asking about how to deal with demotivation. The implication is that you require some motivation to alleviate the feeling that you're too old and everything is pointless.
You have existing goals and you are losing time. You can choose to advance toward your goals or you can choose to remain static.
Stop thinking about ending and think about completion. "I'm stuck on level 7.2 and Mario has stopped moving. Should I throw my Nintendo in the bin?" No, just plug the controller back in.
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I have spent half a decade publicly writing about my own life including the parts where I went to LARP as a founder at a failed from the beginning startup, being an orbiter for girls who look worse than me and fuckng my life yet i did fix some things in my life and have been constantly tryng to do better.
You can only go forward. No matter how good or bad life was, we cannot live clinging to those beliefs. I wish I had not done a lot of things. All my mistakes are public here. I just wish I had done all of it with 100 percent intensity and was consistent and mindful in doing what I did.
I am 24, not young by any means and have never had a job due to my failed attempts at starting a startup, yet i still do math and web dev stuff so that I can ultimately be a good engineer and tackle harder fields. More than that, the satisfaction in a good day's work beats most feelings in the world. No one does things of note, we will not care about Newton since at some point life as we know it will end. I was told 4 years ago here to embrace sun and steel over these sharp spikes in pleasure from things that I know are wrong, the guy who recommended it, standard_order was right, and I suggest the same to you.
I can sleep at night knowing that I am not wasting my life when I work, you may find my line of thinking valuable.
No, you can also call it quits and take the exit.
You can. But why not do something in the meantime? If you end up calling it quits, what have you lost by pursuing an interest in the meantime? If you don't call it quits, maybe you'll have achieved some of what you want in 1, 3, 5 years instead of just being 1, 3, 5 years older and still dissatisfied?
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It's funny... I said much the same thing when I was 25. I had a coworker laugh and tell me that I was, in fact, young. And so are you, although I know first-hand how hard it is to recognize it. Think about it rationally: assuming you live to 80 (a decent run, and you could have even longer if you're lucky), you are barely past the 1/4 mark of your life. That is young by most people's metric.
But that aside, my general realization has been that people are too worried about not being young any more. And that includes me! But I'm trying to get over that. I turn 40 this year, so I guess I'll officially be over the halfway point. But I'm trying not to worry about that, because every moment I spend fretting about my youth (or lack thereof) and mortality is a moment wasted. So I figure I need to try to spend those moments doing something meaningful (or at least fun) instead.
My perspective has to be warped because my life is defined by inaction and sloth, anything that can make me change courses is beneficial, having a sense of urgency would help a lot. For many the opposite is true. I can remember being 20 and posting here, I am not old and quality of life at 80 is not the same as that at 20, more than that I cannot find fun in activities I could because my destructive behaviors seep into everything else.
I don't want to come back to this thread again in a year and lament having wasted another year of my time here. Your perspective is totally valid, I am in the camp that did not care at all so more urgency now helps balance it out.
The good thing is that you are alive, everyone I meet who is 40 is dead inside, at least here, they are alive sure but they are dead in terms of their enthusiasm for live. I like this forum a lot, guys like you and the majority of this place is people older than me who still do things in life, good things. Before hearing about Steve Maxwell or former users like unearned_gravitas, I would not have believed that you could in your 50s or in Maxwell's case 70s and still be alive in a very real sense. It is extremely whitepilling.
Yeah I've known a lot of old people in my life. And it kinda varies widely what they are like. Some have physical issues and there truly is not much you can do about that. But aside from them, it seems like it truly does come down to a mindset issue. It's really cliche to say stuff like "age is just a number" (and rationally it isn't true, your body does objectively wear out as you get older), but the old people I have known who lived a good life all had that kind of mindset.
I think that it is one of those things where the human mindset is powerful, and can shape our experiences. If you allow yourself to feel that you're old and washed up, then you will be. But if you keep up a positive mindset that you can still have things of value to accomplish and offer, you will be able to. If you want to see an interesting example, look for an interview or something with Donald Knuth. Dude is 86 and still going strong, he has a bit of the old man tendency to ramble in conversation but his mind is still quite sharp. My goal is to try to accomplish something like that - I'm not on Knuth's level by any means, but I feel like I can at least keep my mind sharp and enjoy the things I do now even if I live to 86.
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I don't expect that this will be helpful, but this honestly just sounds ridiculous to me. I know guys in their 40s running PRs, guys in their 50s lifting heavy, guys in their 60s doing cool projects. Yeah, some things are going to be gone to the sands of time when it comes to being the best you could ever possibly have been, but learning and accomplishing news things remains entirely feasible well into middle-age and beyond. You're going to wind up dead eventually either way, why would that dissuade you from learning Brazilian Jiu Jitsu today?
Because for me "learning Brazilian Jiu Jitsu" would be the project of many, many decades, if ever, given how poorly my childhood karate lessons went given the gross and fine motor skill problems from my Sensory Processing Disorder. (You know the thing that most people call "muscle memory"? Practically non-existent for me. You've ever heard it said of an uncoordinated person "can't walk and chew gum at the same time?" Yeah, part of my bad posture is that I'm always looking down, because I need to be able to see my feet and where I'm placing them to walk.)
You'll be decades older anyway.
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I don‘t believe you can‘t do sports. Or that it would take you longer than your life expectancy to achieve anything else. I generally don‘t believe depressed people when they make grandiose claims of incapacitation, exceptional uglyness, unworthiness, being ‚too adhd to work‘, etc. The causation goes: you‘re depressed, therefore you think you can‘t do anything, not : you can‘t do anything, therefore you‘re depressed.
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OK, I guess if I thought I couldn't learn anything physical, I'd just give up too.
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How old are you and what are some projects you’re considering?
43. Writing fiction. Writing a non-fiction book (political manifesto). Trying to improve my programming ability (I've been "learning to code," as it were, since a was a little boy writing in BASIC on an Apple IIc. I took a comp sci class at Caltech where we had to write in Scheme). Fatherhood (which starts with somehow managing to get a date for the first time in my life).
You can definitely learn to code well if you were Caltech material 20-25 years ago.
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How old are you?
Sorry, I input my age as a number at the start of my reply, and the formatting turned it into a numerical list point. Should be fixed.
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