mrvanillasky
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mrvanillasky
25d ago
It's not a caste thing, it's a political thing. Embryo selection itself selects existing embryos, I'm not a biologist but I assume that smarter people will have far far more outliers.
Worse, the government might make caste based affirmative action a thing in it, most likely scenario.
More than that Indias default is to ban things lol
mrvanillasky
25d ago
Any suggestions for how to do spin bike sessions properly. I tried hiit sprints and that was a disaster as my foot would slip from the bike at super high pace, I can't use it like an assault bike and want to do something for my heart on days I don't work out. I do hope I find a better gym soon with an airdyne, till then, this is all I got
mrvanillasky
26d ago
I tweeted about gene editing and its consequences besides iq yesterday lol. It won't happen in India sadly, this place is dysfunctional for a reason. Indias average iq is apparently and allegedly 82.
mrvanillasky
27d ago
Life does not end at 30 but in that age, around 30-35, I would want to have kids. There is obviously something about being young, I appreciate things that come at different chapters of life, like how I do think that teenage love is a wonderful experience or how kicking it with friends when your in high school is.
Life 10 years ago was simpler than now, if this is true then 10 years later I might be a father with kids and that is added responsibility. Still, if I can still occasionally do this stuff then why no :)
Most of my life I just wanted to grow up, grow older and leave my house, sure my life has issues now, still I can and should enjoy the good in a way that helps me do better. It felt nice kicking it with drunk folks, I may not drink but look forward to more of this lol
mrvanillasky
27d ago
lol i had no clue
mrvanillasky
27d ago
I dont read the manoshphere lol, it is mostly bitter people who never actually approach girls but just sit on the sidleines and pontificate about how high vlaue they are.
Ha, so now who can't get hammered, Mr. Enjoys Being Youthful?
got me there
I am indeed still able to get hammered, lol. My dad can pretty much do it to, so your worries are over for a long time I guess!
I meant more in a carefree sense where people around me are able to do this stuff. Growing older brings more responsibilities. So I appreciate being in these environments around people. I dont get hammered routinely, i drink far far less freuqnently than almost everyone I know, my appreciation comes primiarly due to the environment.
(BTW I can also confirm that's it's possible to smoke and get hammered while taking way more speed than that, but I wouldn't necessarily want to recommend it for somebody in your apparent state)
Yeah, I need to fix a bunch of issues beforehand
mrvanillasky
27d ago
Pieter Levels mentioned how much porn helped in training models kek
mrvanillasky
27d ago
Drinking adventures
Last night was my final night of drinking, I started concerta today so wanted to drink my heart away one last night. I initally wanted to meet my buddy from budapest but he did not feel comfortable drinking and driving which fair play to him is right, drunk driving kills. In India there is taboo with liquor, so drinking in front of parents is a big no no. Rajput, my caste, have a drinking culture so it is not a taboo in my family, I just dont drink much plus I am not making money so I dont wanna develop an addiction, waste my life away plus I cannot pay for liquor as my pocket money is like 100 dollars a month. I did meet the guy from budapest three days on tuesday and dranka beer in his car, not safe.
I ended up at another friend's place with another friend of mine. We finished 2/3 of a bottle of Black Dog with a bunch of sugary mixers. I consumed about 70 percent of it, I guess, maybe 60. I woke up drunk, stayed the night at his house, and ended up texting some girls.
I really do think drinking is fun. I used to look down upon it when I was in my super religious arc but it is really fun. Some of my favourite days were when I drank instead of abstaining (20 times or less I would say). Pai, the place in Thailand I was in was the best because I drank and did drugs. I really enjoy being youthful, most people reading this cannot do a bunch of what I can. Getting hammered with strangers or friends without much worries is amazing. Sadly, I will not be able to do it again for a long long time. Like being buzzed, singing in a bar with live music, dancing like a dumbass to trashy pop, befreinding strangers, being around your friends and playing right wing reactionary shit on the tv whilst buzzed, all of this is really fun.
Ofc talking to girls I dont know, cold approaching them and having encounters where I can dance like a silly little child and get them to hit on me. I grew up bereft of any female contact and India is not the west where you have a ton of pretty girls and a culture where people party as much since its neither as prosperous or as safe. But regardless, i genuinely liked doing all that. Partying is super fun, if you have your life together and are a grounded person, this stuff in moderation makes life so much better.
I missed out on a lot in my childhood, I dont wanna overcompensate but I like going out. I never drink there, I mostly only drink with friends that too rarely. There is something about blaring music and being carefree. In pai, I met this guy who was in his mid 30s and he told me that he really envied my youth and how much enthusiasm I have when I talk to people true irl. That stayed with me, I am still young, life has a lot to offer, and I will not be able to do this stuff after a while. I was always in a hurry to grow up as a child because of my family's condition and needed to make money so that I could pay off for the court cases and stuff. Life cant be lived always waiting, now I know that if I work properly, meditate and do the rest of it fine, I will do well so I should enjoy these little things.
One of my fondest memories is 10th march, 2016. I want to write more about this stuff on the next wedensday thread.
mrvanillasky
27d ago
I finally got Concerta (36 mg) but will write about it in next week's Wednesday thread.
Was listening to a bit of music recently, I used to listen to electronic music mostly, so slightly off mainstream but still sorta girly type stuff instead of techno, so electro house, liquid drum and bass, melodic hardstyle, glitch hop. I listen to a bunch of pop and pop punk now. As a teenager, I did not wanna conform so would badmouth other forms of music, that was naive.
No polo this week but I did go out drinking twice. The first was with a friend this tuesday who was in my high school and went to Budpest for uni. He was in Australia for a year and then went to Budapest, we both had a beer each in his car whilst listening to trashy Indian music lol.
Will watch once upon a time in hollywood and fight club to study Brad Pitts body language. My posture is terrible and my mannerisms are erractic, anxious, very much not what I want to be like. This and working out will do more for my attractiveness than anything else.
Also fights this weekend. I think Topuria may win, not sure. I am sure that Ankalaev will win, somewhat sure that Khamazat will win too, though robert is the best defensive wrestler since aldo and max imo. I listen to Heavy hands and mma vivisection. I also saw bivol and beterbiev, I think bivol edged it but boxing is super corrupt. I need to stop watching and caring so much about combat sports. Topuria is the ideal wrestle boxer, more boxer than anything else. He has great pocket work, is defensively sound, most importantly he is a top tier athlete. Topuria has the makings of an all time great, he has great defence whilst striking and grappling, is really good in the pocket and can flatline you with one shot. You have biological cielings in sports. There is only one giorgio petrosyan but if you are that smart you probably would not fight professionally. Ilia has great fundamentals, he gameplans well. He is defensively sound even when he is throwing, he is a good pressure fighter and max is ageing so yeah, good fight.
I ran into Rob Whittakers ex wrestling coach in chiang mai btw, he runs mat masters in Melbourne or something, mma gym. Dude is afghan and immediately asked me where in India I was from, when I told him north, Rajasthan, he immediately started speaking hindi without an accent. Afghans speak like 5 languages or something so they are really good at picking up languages. My uni is a really good public engineering one, so we would have some afghans over to study, they all picked up langauges super fast. I like afghans but the mass migration shit in europe by them is fucked up.
Regardless, he was a super nice dude. I bumped into him twice, he followed me on Instagram, introduced me to his family and told me about mma stories. So how he started in both greco and freestyle, how rob did not train at all for his ddp fight and how even though bo nickal is legitimatley a better wrestler than khamzat, he is not as well-rounded.
mrvanillasky
27d ago
tl;dr get concerta, no other form of methylphenidate, get at least 36 mg. You will need to be disciplined from there on, use the med to lead to a life where you can eventually remove the med in a few years.
I took my first pill today, it was rough but not really, in the UK you have one-year-long wait times. I went to a different psychiatrist initially for years, on and off, he would only give atomoxetine, did not do fuck all, my co-founder harangued me for concerta for days, I went to the public psychiatric hospital, and they coud not recommend drugs that were not in the in house pharmacy, went to the doctor next to it, got him to write me methylphenidate, that too just like 5 and 10 mg, went to Thailand, finally got 18 mg but stopped since I was having other issues in life and frankly felt uncomfortable asking my roommate to pay for my meds since my card did not wokr in Thailand.
Came back to India, and went to the same psychiatrist, he told me dad stupid shit like how concerta is bad and all, recommended a different psychiatrist, I went to her, she evaluated me, called me again with my parents, got the med on my third visit. Concerta is Methylphenidate exteded release, do not fuck with any other form of methylphenidate, you will need to take upwards of at least 36 mgs, take it daily in the morning, cant smoke, drink or do drugs on it. Just remember to eat a lot and on time, meditate and dont surf a ton. You will be good.
I will write a detailed summary on this soon, was initially waiting to write about this in next weeks thread. ADHD is very real, get meds, get treated fast, I wish I got this 10 years ago.
mrvanillasky
28d ago
Finally got my Concerta prescription, firs time trying 36 mgs, it's super hard to get it in India 🤗.
mrvanillasky
28d ago
Finasteride and minoxidil. See a dermatologist and don't read about the side effects. I started two years ago. Just know that once you start, you can't stop but start anyway, it's worth it. You hop on these meds even if you get a transplant so start now instead and avoid the need ea transplant.
mrvanillasky
29d ago
yep, this is despicable behavior on their part, need to be deported en masse. excessive migration is never good, especially not the low iq low skill kind.
mrvanillasky
29d ago
Nice username, plenty of people from my area serve in the army!
I am long on India because of two things that we have going for us-
- A robust democratic system
- A fairly competent political leadership
Democracy is what fucked the nation though, Kashmir was stable when jamwals had guns, it is unlivable since then. More than 80 percent of the nation actively hates upper castes. BJP or the RSS are not super competent people either,, miles ahead of everyone else but they are just less evil than other leftists but still super evil. Modi brought back the sc st act and is finance people tax the every loving fuck out of everything
Part of it is because India is difficult to understand
Yes, it is bizarre how wrong most academic here are, Indians genuinely have racial and cultural hangups with regards to the west.
I still stand by my issues with a liberal democracy, the feudal federal structure at least prevents stuff like caste voting blocks from forming, moreover you cannot assign one identity to so many people, I am not calling for the dissoluation of the state or anything, just pointing out that having a democracy is mostly bad because demographics are destiny and they will always vote on the basis of caste, and this zero sum game will have winners and losers.
Also HBD is a big concern, there is a very tiny pool fo smart people here, if you lose them all to singapore then you wont have as smart people in the next generation. Also it is inevitable that one day they will implement hardcore affirmative action in the armed forces, not today but cthullu only swims left.
Tl;Dr worked out and meditated after a while
I worked out for the first time in nearly 5 months after my partial labrum tear and weight loss. I use light weights as I want to fix my shoulder and not injure it again. I heard some weird crackling noises that happened because I did not move my right hand much under any load but that is fine. I did see my physiotherapist before going and he recommends that I take it easy on stuff that loads the shoulder directly or indirectly but can go ham on curls, anything to do with legs besides deadlifts as you hold the bar and smaller muscle groups.
I am 66 kgs at 6 foot right now. I got the injury of my own stupidity where I kept doing dumbell pullovers with a higher range of moiton than needed again and again after seeing a youtube tutorial. I will keep working out thrice a week and try to do some HIIT cycle stuff on my off days as my V02 max is in the dumpster.
Also meditated foenth first time in two months, feels heavenly.
mrvanillasky
29d ago
I'm never gonna marry for love given I actively try to see as many women as I can so I never feel scarcity ever again. Marriage is about continuing family line.
mrvanillasky
30d ago
India is run on vitriol, people want to kill the hen laying the golden eggs and you have lost all the smart people already at this point. People here vote because they actively hate others, it is not conscious but it is how it is. the govenment keeps taxing poeple more and more, gun to my head, I know what I would bet on.
mrvanillasky
30d ago
If anyone said "India for upper castes", you would have a complete and total civil war the very next day. Swedes have a far easier road for them since the migrants there are not totally baked into their society, though they cucked out hard. I lost a lot of respect for them and germany for doing what they did.
Also lovely username! I say that everytime I see it, invokes a feeling of calm.
No and having a state incentivising this stuff is wrong. Also marriage in the older sense if a union of families that preserves the culture and whatnot so I would ideally like to marry some girl who shares culture and stuff with me.
mrvanillasky
30d ago
Indians hbd potential isn't very high at all, there are se smart ones but their number goes down each year since iq is heritable. It's not just ya money thing, Bhutan is not that much better off yet safer and cleaner.
The government will never let any foreign firms make money here, despite cheap labor. They had 70 years, they chose the opposite everytime.
mrvanillasky
30d ago
Swedes can deport their problems away, India can't. Sweden is for swedes, India is for the OBCs (legal classification for shudras) and below exclusively.
There will be a civil war if the nation tries to change its founding myth, much like the heritage stock in the US, the cathedral won't want us to have a semblance of our nation back
mrvanillasky
30d ago
They don't usually understand it very much tbh. Bioleninism is a word spandrell coined, India fits the bill.
mrvanillasky
30d ago
Not by much, Canada's issues are things us and rest of the west will face soon.
Bryan Caplan wrote a post about India. Suffice to say that India is nothing to be long on, it is a leftist anti upper caste dystopia that hates anyone and everyone who does well. Also it is 1.5 billion people, grouping them together as one is never a good idea.
I never could identify much with the indian identity because i knew for a fact that I have nothing in common with people from Tamil Nadu or Assam. Again, my case is very different because my ancestors were the rulers of this place since the beginning of cilvilisation so we get far more flak. For the curious readers of the motte, I will put up some links to help you understand why living in a democracy is not wonderful at all, especially a bioleninsit one.
You have government schemes where people get paid a million indian rupees to marry into alleged lower castes, what is even better that I cannot criticise any of it due to the sc st act where you get jailed first and the person accusing you gets paid close to a million Indian rupees within a weeks time. What is even better is politicians calling for openly seeing women of higher castes as war brides. I recommend places like desimeta and twitter where you have anon posters to get a real glimpse of what this place actually is like.
Indian on average is not smart nation, it has pockets of really smart people but the average Indian is not smart at all, never was which explains how clustering came about here, so that you could get a pocket of smart people (this is what I have been told, i might be wrong). This is also why most Indians qualify themselves hard. it is more convenient for them to believe that euros are evil stupid people who got lucky and are afraid of smart Indians taking their jobs than it is to believe that people hire Indians because of cheap labour. This is hilariously untrue, and I am not someone who is a self-hating Indian, I have to specify this again and again because I don't see many actually ever posting stuff like this or admitting that there are far far more scams being committed here or how people have genuinely shit diets and hygiene practises. most normies cannot grasp nuance, so if I ever tell people that I am Indian and the stuff wrong with my nation, they would probably think that I am like the average guy, even though the word Indian itself makes little sense given that you have many people here. But if intellectuals in places like Berkeley clump all white and black people together as one, then I cannot blame normies either.
I would say that 20 percent of the Indian expats I know are extremely talented and genuinely good people, yet at the same time India having dirt cheap labor and a culture where people hire their friends in firms that they can get a foothold in is also true. I know how most people migrate and it is usually by means that are hilariously illegal and immoral. I can understand limited migration but mass migration of any capacity is something I find evil, extremely evil. Winning in India means escaping this nation, either physically or through living in bubbles. This nation is doomed, you cannot even vote such problems out since upper castes are a minority. So if you ever see two random strangers interact where they want to get laid, you would see them talk in English for instance since that is one indirect way of communicating status, similarly, your accent and how you dress up or what your tastes are is a good indicator of this stuff.
It is bizarre for me to see people celebrate Halloween and completely forgo traditional festivals. I am 24 and this is happening at a pretty fast pace. So why exactly are people long on a country that has slowed down economically, exports its best people to the west or to fight in its armed forces and is built on extracting every drop of blood from its people, I will never know but I am not one of them neither should you be. Not admitting basic issues like the ones I listed above is the first step to actually fixing things after all.
A cheap one without any ways of seeing how fast I'm going or any metrics. It has flat pedals without anything holding my foot back like straps.
So I figured that just doing 30 minutes at 70 percent of what I can do would be a start, maybe 40 if 70 is too much.
The seat is fucked too as not super ergonomic but I just want to get my heart rate up. It's safer than running.
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