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If OP was outright suicidal, then I'd be recommending a doctor. Existential crises, while painful, are usually not lethal.
I'm not sure what you seek to point out with this. Sure, map ain't the territory, and the dozen or so corollaries that follow.
In this case, without getting into the metaphysics of it all, I think my map is both true enough and also more useful than what OP originally had.
Utility and use are both in the eye of the beholder, but in this case, I want OP to escape the angst he suffers from, and I personally find this useful.
OP's map, like many others, has a deeply subjectively meaningful equivalent of a dangling pointer to nowhere, and he's realized that fact. To the extent that he found any beauty or utility from the map he had, I ask him to look for it knowing that the map hasn't really changed, and he can rederive his sense of place without relying on a compass that never actually pointed anywhere.
Just because I personally don't suffer from existential angst from the non-existence of a god or the fact that I am 100% derivable from the laws of physics (and ignorance about how qualia arises is a fact about me and all of human society rather than a feature of the territory), doesn't mean I'm immune from existential terror altogether.
I don't want to die. I don't want to be subsumed by a hostile superintelligence. I want the reassurance that my parents are invincible and not flawed human beings, and that my 94 year old grandpa makes it to the Heat Death of the universe.
I have largely made my peace with the above, but I certainly suffered in the process. I found the Litany of Gendlin to at least offer some small comfort.
It would be a genuine miracle if something as kludged together as a human being was perfectly aligned with the ground truth of the universe, yet some suffer more from this misalignment than others.
The following is mildly inflammatory for the religious, so the reader's discretion is advised:
On a tangent, if I was Czar of the World, I would do my absolute best to cure the need for religion that a large fraction of humanity suffers from. I'm unlikely to successfully get the American Psychiatric Association to label the religious as suffering from a pernicious form of delusional disorder (because I think anyone with sane priors would eventually see the overwhelming weight of evidence and desist, and it takes a prior of either 1 or very close to it to never update successfully). Doesn't mean I don't genuinely think that's the case. After all, in this more enlightened age, someone foaming at the mouth, speaking in tongues and claiming divine revelation is more likely to be treated for epilepsy than worshipped, and I am hopeful we find the misfiring neurons that produce more prosaic religiosity eventually.
Now, if the religious yet disillusioned were content with filling the hole with something physically realizable, I'd point at the AGI we might eventually create, even if I think worshipping it is both tawdry and unnecessary. Unfortunately, most of them probably don't think that counts.
Think of it as akin to as body dysphoria, but for reality itself. Your mind yearns for the soul, but it stubbornly refuses to actually exist, a condition far worse than mere phantom limb when we can graft on a prosthetic.
You either find a way to plug the hole, live with the pain, or die. I'm lucky that I lack this particular hole, and pity those who do. But if my advice helps them to live with the pain till we find a better solution, then I am nothing but grateful I could make a difference.
As a theistic person, your post reads to me thus:
I am asexual. I cannot comprehend how sexual people like the way they are and I regard it as a sickness rather than recognizing myself as the one who is sick. If I can, I will fix the flaw in human beings which causes them to desire romance with each other. That is disgusting and it is clear to me that so much unnecessary pain could simply be avoided. I know so much better.
What I'm saying here isn't an argument. It's an apology. Best wishes to you.
Being asexual is not a falsifiable epistemic position, it's a personality trait.
I see the analogy as being someone deeply in love, say a parasocial relationship that's utterly unrequited. They suffer immensely, yet can't shake off the shackles as much as they want to. This causes them to go to a public forum and ask for help in dispelling these thoughts and desires that are unachievable yet cause them a great deal of pain.
Of course, the situation is even worse, since the object of their affection is outright nonexistent.
In such a scenario, who wouldn't want to help them sever that love that achieves nothing but sorrow with nothing to show for it?
I do pity the religious, and particularly the people who are just sane enough to know that the desires they feel are likely unfounded, yet by some quirk of biology are fundamentally unable to get rid of the same even if they rationally can see otherwise.
Of course, I'm self aware enough to see that you likely pity me, and I appreciate that, because it's better to pity than to hate, and at least you're living up to your standards as a good Christian.
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