thejdizzler
1mo ago
Anyone have any tips for avoiding waking up anxious? I'm sleeping an appropriate amount and the heart rate metrics that my ring tracks all look good but I'm waking up feeling like there's a murderer in my house or something.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
Man have you had NA Guinness? It's really good. Like almost better than real Guinness.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
- Work: signed an offer letter for the new job starting in May of 2027
- Fitness. Feeling really trashed from running and seem to have done something to my extensor tendon (shoes too tight) so this week is going to be a big down week for mileage. Hoping I can feel better soon for chicago! Mileage: 71.
- Intellectual stuff: Two blog posts this month so far. Feeling a bit overwhelmed with all the stuff I want to be doing, so haven't been as on top of my reading as I would like.
- Finances: Sold my shares in ZIM in my IRA for a nice profit. I didn't make a whole lot of sense to keep them as I was paying quite a bit of tax on the dividend in an account that is supposed to be tax-free. Bought some WM, a high-yield bond fund (6%), and a NASDAQ index tracker with the proceeds instead. Spending so far this month: 2551
- Dating. I officially have a girlfriend for the first time in about a year. Excited! This has helped me be completely porn free (for a week so far) for the first time since 2023.
- Tarot. No session this week.
- Socializing: Hung out with my girlfriend saturday night, ran with the boys sunday morning and got some NA Guinnesses with my friend sunday PM.
- Screen time: 2 hours. Mobile YouTube will be the death of me.
- Meditation: 5 minutes 3x last week. Would like to make this more of a priority (as I continue to say but not to do).
thejdizzler
1mo ago
I wonder if the Counting Crows took that line in Mrs. Potter's Lullaby from that book title.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
Barely sentient preschooler. I have no memories of the event, but I got my Star Wars toys taken away around that time because I was talking too much about Mace Windu in class.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
For context my PR is in the 14:50s. I've run that pace for a half-marathon before, but have gotten fat the past few years so am slower.
I started running when I was in 7th grade and slowly built mileage throughout high school, college, and the first few years of grad school, which resulted in my peak fitness in 2021 with PRs of 14:54 in the 5k, 30:40 in the 10k and 4:17 in the mile. The key was just lots and lots of running, a substantial amount of swimming and biking, and some lifting. As well as heavy dose of natural talent.
Since not being part of an NCAA team, I've gotten slower and really since 2024 where I got COVID and then proceded to gain 20 pounds in a matter of months, my fitness has definitely taken a hit. I'm trying to get back into it though and have lost most of the weight I want to and am back to good mileage (67/week). So hoping it's just a matter of time.
Big tip from me would be to slow everything down. A lot of people end up running pretty hard on what is supposed to be their easy run, my past self included. Not only does this inhibit the system you are trying to train (your aerobic system), but it also reduces the amount of training you can handle and makes you hate running. If you really want to get better, I would suggest buying a heart rate monitor and capping all your easy runs at 60-65% of your max heart rate. This is going to feel really slow and you may have to walk all uphills, but you'll quickly see improvement. About 1-2 of your days you can go as hard as you want, but most runs should be this easy.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
- Work: Working on starting to write up my thesis
- Fitness. Alumni meet was a bit of shock to the system: went out very hard and died very hard for a pretty bad 5k (16:49). Not too worried as I've been doing a lot of mileage and a lot of marathon pace stuff. Hours: 9 running, 67 miles
- Intellectual stuff: One blog post this month so far. Reading is going well. Finished the dev bio book, am still working on the other two (Lenin, Jared Diamond follow-up) as well as Brandon Sanderson in Spanish.
- Finances: Big divvy month which is nice, hoping I can save a little bit more so I can buy some more stocks. Spending so far: $2149
- Dating. Fourth date this weekend with this girl. I've stopped using Hinge and deleted my instagram, as I think this is going to go long term.
- Tarot. No session this week.
- Socializing: Was in Boston all weekend and had too many social events before.
- Screen time: 1.2 hours. Really good especially since I was on the train all day.
- Meditation: 5 minutes 3x last week. Would like to make this more of a priority.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
Just finished Isles of the Emberdark by Sanderson. I'm not a big Sanderson fan, but new girl is and I'm trying to give him another shot. This one was very entertaining; I couldn't put it down, but it was also terribly written. Cringe, repetitive descriptions and dialogue, one dimensional characters, and chock full of millennial humor. I loved the plot and world building though, so think I will be diving back in for more Sanderson, probably in Spanish so I don't have to deal with how terrible of a writer he is on a sentence by sentence level.
Also reading State and Revolution by Lenin for philosophy book club. In contrast to Marx, who I found to be interesting and insightful, Lenin comes off as an idealistic and dogmatic blowhard. The closest analogy I can think of outside of leftist spaces is Saint Augustine and other early Christian writers versus the Bible (with the Bible being Marx for Lenin). Lenin's polemics against Kautsky reminded me a lot of Augustine railing on Origen: they both have very strong opinions without a lot to back them up, both in terms of logic and in terms of what their gospel truth actually says.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
Thank you for this response. Think I will have to do some math once I own the house. My electricity in Baltimore has been ludicrously expensive the past few years, so it may make sense in the end.
thejdizzler
1mo ago
thejdizzler
1mo ago
Is rooftop solar a good investment if you're a homeowner? Thinking about an install after getting a house.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
My roommate called it "the worst thing he's ever tried to read". I don't think it's that bad, but it's certainly not "good".
thejdizzler
2mo ago
I'm part of UBI pilot scheme that my friend Alex runs in Baltimore. The idea is that you donate 7% of your income and then you get the average donation out. So I earn $4k a month, and contribute $280 or so for example. If the average contribution is more than 280 I get some money and if it's below I give. When the program started I was receiving small amounts of money, and now I'm giving about $50/month.
- Work: Nothing new to report.
- Fitness. Another week another 65 miles. Did a silly ultra marathon here in Baltimore this past weekend, but dropped out at 23 miles or so. Hours: 8.6 running, 1 swimming.
- Intellectual stuff: Four blog posts last month and over 30 hours of Spanish immersion! This month I want to focus on kicking my scrolling habit, so will be less strict about what language I'm reading in, but want to get the total amount of reading up. Currently working on Lenin (he is not a good thinker, I see where woke get it from), Why the West Rules and developmental biology book in Spanish.
- Finances: Below 4k (barely) for August, which was pretty bad (-7% savings rate). This month should be better, but I have a lot of extra expenses (Boston Marathon, Spanish lessons, etc.) so will need to watch my spending still despite paying ~$550 less in rent.
- Dating. Third date went really well, but need to escalate things from just kissing. Will see her again after I get back from Boston this weekend. Really want to completely quit porn and masturbation and I think this potential relationship is giving the motivation to actually do so, as I've only masturbated one time since last week.
- Tarot. No session this week.
- Socializing: Went to Philly with my roommate, social for guaranteed income club.
- Screen time: 1.4 hours. Too much scrolling.
- Meditation: 5 minutes 3x last week. Would like to make this more of a priority.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
I'd maybe think about investing in the companies that make these commodities. Agriculture/mining/oil companies all seem like good bets in a stagflation world.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
What I am saying is that it is not believable that other characters would step up because the circumstances described in the book are so special. The tension required to create an interesting narrative undermines the idea of psychohistory.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Sure, Asimov says that you don't, but from my memory of the events of the book, the level of wisdom/guts/foresight required to execute the specific plans that Hardin/Mallow pull off is pretty exceptional. Probably because it has to be to make the book interesting. You can say that someone else would have stepped up to the plate, but it's not believable based on what has to happen in the text.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
No dude, yours is. Hardin is almost removed from power by young politicians on terminus before he manages to pull off his masterstroke. Marlow is arrested and tried but gets off because he's brilliant. Asimov might pull Hari Seldon out after each event to say "see look it was preordained", but the text suggests otherwise which is grating.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Well there's always another way out: failure.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Thanks for the last minute nomination! Just beat the bell! Was proud of this one, and seemed like it generated some good discussion!
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Yes they do this, but the narrative frames each of Sheldon's successors (Salvador Hardin, Hobor Mallow) in the first book as very much going against the grain of the times. Hardin has to coup the encylopedists to gain power, and then is nearly voted out of office before he pulls his spin move on Anacreon. Mallow is put on trial and nearly sentenced to death for failing to save a missionary. Both only survive and fulfill Seldon's prophecy because of their exceptional wit and character. Asimov can try and claim that this is all according to his predictions, but it's not very believable to me, which the central crux of my problem with the story.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Not how it'a portrayed in the book dude. The various people who overcome the problems the foundation have to face are visionaries who go against the popular consensus.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Only because they found oil there in the 20th century. Without oil, the Suez Canal is still important, but the rest of the region is pretty useless.
thejdizzler
2mo ago
Very cynical. This take has convinced me that this is at least plausible, so I guess Asimov's religion comes off better in this light.
I do not. How would I go about this?
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